How to be with you, love you, feel you all over again? Seems like no matter what, I cant get it with you, Lord... How to walk with you at the same time achieve what I want in my life?
Lord,
You wanna know what's my problem now? Im so financially stuck, and I am damned lonely, so lonely until I cant breathe and I dont know what to do, Im scared, help me my Lord, help me, listen to my plead...bless me my Lord, I love you, I love you not? This tortures me so much...
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
God..
Dear God,
Somehow I know you keep arranging my life, keep helping me, I knew in my heart.. I know your blessing keep pouring out to me, I wanna give you thanks again My Lord, I would like to tell you dont stop, make me happy, that's my wish My lord. Lord, I know I disobey you so much, in fact, I cant even say it out, because it happens every single second in my life, Lord, just really hope I could get back to you before it's too late, I know I would get the same answer, It's just the matter I want or no. But thanks Lord, today, I get to know more new friends that are positive in my life, they are still new, but bless me Lord, guide me into that new relationship, I sense your granting my prayers indeed.
Lord,
Please bless him, he's sick another time :( and tonight he's heading to penang, he got so angry at You, I dont know why, whenever something bad happens to him, he blame it all on You, please forgive him, forgive both of us. But Lord, Im really worried for his trip, please guide him, and protect him all the way long, let him come back safely, how i wish his heart would be touched...how i wish we could walk this road together to you..it seems so impossible with him..I can only imagine...dont know why Lord, sometimes I also feel too weird about our relationship, we fought every single day, every single day, but it just wont last long, and sometimes we even laugh at ourselves the way we fought, dont know if it already become a routine for us? i wanna go away from him, forget about him, and start through a new life, but things come up, and i ended worrying about him..when he would ever melt down his heart and be serious. I love him God, and I wish I can love him too even when i leave him, in fact i wish to love him with a clean heart. Or Im just too naive? Protect Him My Lord....
Wish to love you over and over again forever and ever my life...
Somehow I know you keep arranging my life, keep helping me, I knew in my heart.. I know your blessing keep pouring out to me, I wanna give you thanks again My Lord, I would like to tell you dont stop, make me happy, that's my wish My lord. Lord, I know I disobey you so much, in fact, I cant even say it out, because it happens every single second in my life, Lord, just really hope I could get back to you before it's too late, I know I would get the same answer, It's just the matter I want or no. But thanks Lord, today, I get to know more new friends that are positive in my life, they are still new, but bless me Lord, guide me into that new relationship, I sense your granting my prayers indeed.
Lord,
Please bless him, he's sick another time :( and tonight he's heading to penang, he got so angry at You, I dont know why, whenever something bad happens to him, he blame it all on You, please forgive him, forgive both of us. But Lord, Im really worried for his trip, please guide him, and protect him all the way long, let him come back safely, how i wish his heart would be touched...how i wish we could walk this road together to you..it seems so impossible with him..I can only imagine...dont know why Lord, sometimes I also feel too weird about our relationship, we fought every single day, every single day, but it just wont last long, and sometimes we even laugh at ourselves the way we fought, dont know if it already become a routine for us? i wanna go away from him, forget about him, and start through a new life, but things come up, and i ended worrying about him..when he would ever melt down his heart and be serious. I love him God, and I wish I can love him too even when i leave him, in fact i wish to love him with a clean heart. Or Im just too naive? Protect Him My Lord....
Wish to love you over and over again forever and ever my life...
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