Dear God

Dear God, I know no matter how many times Im gonna ask you. You are just going to answer me one thing which is 'Do not worry' eheh. Hmmm. Well, still worried ahahh. I wish I can be a lil more serious about my career, my life and YOU. sigh.. Why Im sooo hmmm useless.. well, well, thats what I feel now anyway. I feel like Im wasting my everyday without doing anything. I feel extremely bored everyday, scared and yet I didnt do anything about it. Well, you see, my biggest problem is money :( really wish I could do something about it. God, I really wish I can take over this house rental contract. Dear God, please bless ma life. I know your blessing me all the way already. Give me courage to face all these new things and every new day and I wanted to love you more and more day by day. I know theres so many obstacle waiting me out there each day. Dont leave me Lord. Im learning to invite you more and more into my life. Jesus, I love you. I read some article last few days. Haha. Yeah, it makes a lot of sense. It cheers me up actually bahahax. I should learn to trust you more and more each day by day. Somehow in my heart I know I overcome because I have you here to bless me. I wish I can learn to be more like you. A helpful kind and beautiful from inner me. Jesus. Your gonna help me right? I wanna thank you for the nice riceeee.. hehe. nice food, and most important I wake up alive. Guess my biggest wish is really to make it to heaven to be with you. I have so many wishes in my heart, so many , so many. Wanted you to be there with me in my every second, every wish, and every thought. Be with me Jesus... Love ya :) Miss ya :) <3<3<3

Goodnite

Goodnite Jesus,

Thank you for everything. Protect me ya Jesus <3