I dunno why u let this happen on me? What's ur purpose on me? I dunno how long I can sustain thru this? May be a week, may be a month, may be 4 months?
I hate myself being born in this world. I duno who can i talked to now. not my parents, not siblings, not her, no one.
Jesus said: Those who call me "Lord, Lord Jesus... or God, God..." would not get into my Heaven, as you hypocrites say it in words, not from your hearts.
Repent quickly, come back to HIM, or else, you will be even far from God then. Looking back your one yr stay in K.L., K.L. is indeed not a place for you to get closer to God, but it easily leads you to enjoyment of money, power, sex etc... being influenced by friends around, environment around, satan's seduction every moment... When i saw u become like this too far from Him, so much different from the you few years ago, i feel sad. Bilin whom i know who is so steadfast in her Belief in God, is now so far from Him. And worst is i cant do anything to help her, as she still think of wanting to be independent herself, earning money.... not thinking of how to be even closer to God. It makes my heart so aching.
Remember that the road to death is WIDE and EASY and CROWDED, many people go thru it. (You said many girls in KL are like this, having sex with their boyfriends or boy they like, before marriage, it is so normal, so it should be ok to do it. But many people do it doesnt mean it is right for God, so many just follow majority, doing the same thing, so majority going to death) BUT the road to eternity is narrow, only few go thru it.
I can see you really want to get closer to God, while at the same time, you want to depend on yourself, to earn a lot of money, have your dream things, to enjoy of lust etc... which will easily make you feel no need to depend on God anymore.
I can only say the above things what i can to help you, if you still insist, i can do nothing else, as decision or freedom of choosing is in your own hands. Though God is Love, but also REMEMBER He is God of judgment as well one day.
God,
ReplyDeleteI dunno why u let this happen on me?
What's ur purpose on me? I dunno how long I can sustain thru this? May be a week, may be a month, may be 4 months?
I hate myself being born in this world. I duno who can i talked to now. not my parents, not siblings, not her, no one.
I live in despair everyday
I hate to be alive...
Please dont be sad....because Im broke too :'(
ReplyDeleteJesus said: Those who call me "Lord, Lord Jesus... or God, God..." would not get into my Heaven, as you hypocrites say it in words, not from your hearts.
ReplyDeleteRepent quickly, come back to HIM, or else, you will be even far from God then. Looking back your one yr stay in K.L., K.L. is indeed not a place for you to get closer to God, but it easily leads you to enjoyment of money, power, sex etc... being influenced by friends around, environment around, satan's seduction every moment... When i saw u become like this too far from Him, so much different from the you few years ago, i feel sad. Bilin whom i know who is so steadfast in her Belief in God, is now so far from Him. And worst is i cant do anything to help her, as she still think of wanting to be independent herself, earning money.... not thinking of how to be even closer to God. It makes my heart so aching.
Remember that the road to death is WIDE and EASY and CROWDED, many people go thru it. (You said many girls in KL are like this, having sex with their boyfriends or boy they like, before marriage, it is so normal, so it should be ok to do it. But many people do it doesnt mean it is right for God, so many just follow majority, doing the same thing, so majority going to death) BUT the road to eternity is narrow, only few go thru it.
I can see you really want to get closer to God, while at the same time, you want to depend on yourself, to earn a lot of money, have your dream things, to enjoy of lust etc... which will easily make you feel no need to depend on God anymore.
I can only say the above things what i can to help you, if you still insist, i can do nothing else, as decision or freedom of choosing is in your own hands. Though God is Love, but also REMEMBER He is God of judgment as well one day.
~DanDan who still love u in Christ
Im wondering if you would still love me now or not? and what type of love is that? what does that means in christ?
ReplyDeleteDont leave God because of me, it's just so not worth it....
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