God

God,

All people told me, all people told me hes not for me, I found it so hard for me to accept, I wonder in my heart, perhaps its your will, perhaps you will change him, change me, change both of us together, but I know myself now, nothing can change everything back anymore, just God, SORRY! Whatelse can I say, it's all my fault, Im too scared, too scared, what can I do anymore to stop all these things ... whatever then :'(